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June 29th, 2005

The Beginning of The End @ 11:36 pm

Feeling: accomplished
Grooving to: Terami Hersch Little Light

So much thoughts passing through my brain. I call it swirling... I am worn to the edges with thoughts and feeling of restlessness and feeling bit lost.

I feel like I dont recognize my freinds anymore... I feel as if I am taking up space and that I am alone in the world .... I dont wanna go to work tomorrow I HATE IT!!!!!

So now i am beating around the bush ....

This will be my last journal entry in this journal... Musiklovr3 will no longer be here... I will have the journal here for a while longer... I wont delete for a while but I have found it odd to share so many things that are becoming increasingly personal in such an open forum.I will be working at keeping all people updated through other means. I am still finding it hard to get past the idea that when I talk to people that they say didnt you read my LJ... well no I want people to get a hold of me through other means ...

I do have email...michael_man333@comcast.net
a phone
IM--- AIM-michelman333
MSN-michael_man333@hotmail
Yahoo-mmichael_man333

I am actually working on getting a website ...
www.michaelleehoward.com
I will keep it up to date with all sorts of stuff it should be fun :)

I know that I may pop in to check on people but I just need some changes... and just for the RECORD this is all my own thinking and not what some people may assume it is ...

I am enjoying my space and enjoying it means getting closer to the REAL ME ...

I enjoy you and all and look forward to more direct contact :)
 
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From:[info]klgrem
Date: June 30th, 2005 05:30 am (UTC)
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Well, I'll be sorry to see you go, Micheal. Email isn't always reliable, but you have to do what you need to do for you. *Huggles* to you and the bf.
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From:[info]audiodubliner
Date: June 30th, 2005 08:21 am (UTC)
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I am still finding it hard to get past the idea that when I talk to people that they say didnt you read my LJ...

I find this happening all too often.

In other news, LJ is a temporary place at best, so be good and be strong my friend till our paths meet again.
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From:[info]bonziac
Date: June 30th, 2005 09:37 am (UTC)
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Gasp!!!!!!!!

ok best luck in your future endevors.

chris and i still want to take the puppies to visit you.
so we will figure out a time to do that.
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From:[info]shakalaka_baby
Date: June 30th, 2005 10:34 am (UTC)
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Awwww, this saddens me! Best of luck to you :)
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From:[info]musiklovr3
Date: July 2nd, 2005 10:48 am (UTC)
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well we can email back and forth and of course IM :) woo hoo!!!
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From:[info]perkybitch
Date: June 30th, 2005 12:02 pm (UTC)
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*Hugs*
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From:[info]shelllynn
Date: June 30th, 2005 05:09 pm (UTC)
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To my dear Michael
I will miss you on LJ. I will have to learn to pick the phone up even if i dont have much to say or if all i get is your VM. I tend to call people from 4pm to 5pm only since that is when i am in the car. And i always feel that you are at work so i do not call. i will get better at that. I have missed ya alot. miss seeing your smile. will have to get down south more. Car has told me to go down alot. so i will try. call me anytime. email me any time. i will never tell ya to read my LJ to find out. i am open and will repeate it as many times as i have to. i am learning that 2 journals are good. one private and one for my frineds. i am online less and less but i do look over most of my friends list daily. i try to stay on top of what is going on but it is hard alot. best of luck with what ever is going on in life. i love your email updates. i will email ya soon. take care and remember i am always here for you.
From:[info]cas_thumbcrown
Date: June 30th, 2005 11:05 pm (UTC)
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Damn.. i just learn how to do this. and you decide to leave,.. that super stinks.. but you got my digits and i got yours.. there was a certain feeling of warmth knowing that you were reading and checking up on me! oh and by the way.. i gave you a shout out in yesterday's entry!

Loving you from PA!

Cas
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From:[info]musiklovr3
Date: July 1st, 2005 06:52 am (UTC)
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Well i will be still keeping up on some people ... and you are def one i will be checking up and reading :)
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From:[info]vanitas
Date: July 2nd, 2005 08:20 am (UTC)
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I hate the Didn't you read my LJ sh!t I read LJ once a month or somewhere around that often so of course i didn't. LOL It is kind of like when I didn't have a computer and always was finding out about things the day after they happened and the excuse was "Didnt you get the email?"
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From:[info]musiklovr3
Date: July 2nd, 2005 10:47 am (UTC)
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Exactly ... so that is why I made my decision .. I am glad that you have IM though :) woo hoo!!!
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From:[info]vanitas
Date: July 2nd, 2005 05:41 pm (UTC)
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Yeah if I ever get on that. LOL With Todd and I have a boy that is 21 spending all his spare time with us it is a rare thing indeed when I get to hop online. The boy is hornier than a satyr with two much wine.
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From:[info]santamonicared
Date: July 3rd, 2005 05:01 pm (UTC)
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Good luck with everything you do. Your a beautiful person and you deserve only the best. Peace and much love, Jess
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From:[info]petasatus
Date: August 21st, 2005 02:33 am (UTC)
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Wow. I've been out of the loop for awhile. Glad to hear your being you! I will check up on you with your new web site once in awhile. Hopefully one day I will get my own too. I just have to figure out what I want to do with it first.... most likely art. :)

Take care!
~Hugs~
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